Self Esteem...

Mr. Hunky and I still have our hot yet frustrating relationship...I recently requested a picture of his cock - still don't have one...grrrrr.
I've started a hot collection of cock pictures...this is fun! My husband was pouting that I didn't have picture of his cock...so I took some and added his to my collection! Well...Mr. Hunky sent me this sweet postcard after telling me that he had been jacking off to pictures of me.

Feast or Famine...Mr. Hunky Resurfaces....Grrrrrr

Poof....He's back again. Have not heard a peep out of him for weeks. He has a knack of popping up when I've nearly gotten him exorcised out of my mind and body. He finds me online today....he's travelling ....at some seminar and he's thinking about fucking me - NOW.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr.... I wish he would leave me alone...no I don't...yes I do. My inner turmoil caused by him for over 2 years now is now tempered by my other TDH's. But he still has the ability to cause me to physically ache for him. I know a little part of me is in love with him....grrrrrr. And the rest of me is in lust with him. I told him today....I hate you, I want you, I ache for you. His ability to control me makes me hate him almost - ha, I wish I could. My new boldness is hot for him - this is NOT the usual Classy Elegant Lady...she's very prim and proper typically. Instead of waiting for the words that will make me wet and yearn for him anew. I take the lead today...

MR. HUNKY: I want to taste and smell you, i want to feel you all over me
Me: I wish I was crawling on you now.....grinning....my eyes get so dark....teasing you with my hair....my mouth....making you crazy hard…rubbing your cock between my tits.....
MR. HUNKY: hmmmm
Me: kissing and biting you...all over....
MR. HUNKY: that would be hot - biting my nipples so hard till i moan and buck
Me: taking all of you into me HARD.....
MR. HUNKY: telling me to pull your hair back
Me: yes...yes...yes...how have you not cum in your pants?
MR. HUNKY: i could so easy right now bet the end of my cock has a drop of cum on it
Me: hummmm.....I wish I was sitting right next to you....very proper and lady like.....
MR. HUNKY: bet you will cumming again soon - when we are done
Me: I will....I know...running my fingers on your legs.....teasing your hard on....
MR. HUNKY: yeah lady like....the first night we are together we will be all romantic and nice....the next night you will be dressed up and I will be fucking you hard calling you a dirty girl, little slut and demanding you take it how I tell you
Me:grrrrrrrrrr......I want you in me now...
MR. HUNKY: cum for me again now
MR. HUNKY: lean back right now, open your wide and I want you to play with your clit with one hand and with the other fuck yourself.....picture me attacking you on the back a hotel room door in that red dress picture the dress riding up exposing your pussy as I grab you
Me: hmmmmmmmmm
MR. HUNKY: as you fall to the floor on your knees
you see me step back and open my pants and pull out my cock
just as you think you get to suck it you see me
start to stroke it
getting it harder and harder
you see it rock hard
and you start wanting to taste it, needing it, demanding to touch it

He calls me....a minute later. His gorgeous voice is hot hot hot. He left his seminar to call me....we need to make each other cum...NOW. He is stroking his cock and I'm doing exactly what he tells me to do...rubbing my clit...I have a finger inside of me...I'm teasing my ass. What ever he wants...I will do. I start to cum...he is breathing hard into the phone...moaning ...he tells me how huge his cock is...and he needs to shoot his huge load into my mouth. We must cum together he demands. That sends me over the edge....my moans and his pumping of his cock faster and faster we both cum together at the same moment hundreds of miles apart. We both are trying to breathe...soft moans and soft giggling ...WOW. He tells me he shot his cum everywhere...he has a mess to clean up and a seminar to get back to. I'm lanquishing in my delicious orgasam - I tell him "Bye Lover, cum see me some time." He catches me on IM later...wanting to know if I enjoyed it as much as he did. I laugh...Oh My Gosh...I adored it as usual. He let me know he had to jack off again one more time - at lunch time....thinking about fucking me as he shot his second load of the day in my honor.

Mr. Hunky weaves his magic within my body and soul again...I'm a mess with desire for him. I won't hear from him for weeks again and I will resolve to stay away from him - do not give him the opportunity to find me or contact me. But I will....I always do...and he knows it. Damn...

Tall, Dark and Handsome....Why?

I've been a avid reader since I was a child. I adore the escape, fantasy and mind fodder. I am a thinker, an observer...rather shy and quiet (unless I have a few drinks).

Back to Tall, Dark and Handsome....every romance novel has a hero...the stud....he is always, young, virile and tormented in some way by the heroine of the novel. In my early teens he crystallized in my mind - how he looks, his voice ....his command of his world. My perfect fantasy man. Never found him as a young girl...but he has always lurked in my brain - hiding. Until, Mr. Hunky walked into my world...I had nearly dismissed his existence - rarely thought about him as life/children/normal stuff took over my life. He came roaring back with my lust for Mr. Hunky...he met all the fantasy requirements. Tall - Must be ALOT taller than me....I'm considered tall...I wear heels because they are sexy and powerful - and I look most men in the eye - by design. I feel in control...and I like it! He makes me feel small and petite - which is a funny....as I will never be. Dark - Must have dark hair and dark sexy eyes - to drown in. Handsome - I am VERY visual...a strong jaw, lithe athletic body, big square shoulders and my very favorite part of a man.....strong tight powerful thighs. Yummy, Yummy, Yummy....

Mr. Hunky being my TDH (Tall, Dark and Handsome) incarnate has set the standard in which I measure all men I choose to be in lust with. Must be younger, not too young...my litmus test - if I could have given birth to him....no way - (I had to do the math with Beautiful Boy...whew...he barely made it). Smart - I don't do dumb....ever - dumb is sooooooo unattractive to me. I'm probably too smart for my own good....I need a mental dueling partner. I prefer my TDH's to be married....hasn't happened yet....they are all single so far - another Mr. Hunky characteristic I've unconsciously followed perhaps...he's attached, but not married. A sexy voice is another requirement...I adore deep sensuous male voices....husky and lusty. An accent of any kind is a exquisite bonus - Mr. Hunky's is WOW! His voice can make me wet instantaneously.

So...there's my explanation of why I'm so fussy about my men I lust after.....so....do you know any Tall, Dark and Handsome men who can handle me??? Send them my way.....Yum

Mr. Hunky Gets Me Wet...Again

Mr. Hunky and I live over 2,000 miles apart from each other...Thank Goodness. I would be in big - big trouble if he and I lived in the same city. He is my first "Lust". We have only spent ONE weekend together ever...2 years ago. It was the most amazing weekend I've ever experienced. Ever... We have a very special, sexually frustrating, yet sweet relationship still. We have continued our "affair" over IM, Text Messages and Phone Calls. We have the hottest exchanges.... Here's an recent excerpt of one....

Me: I want to hear your voice with your sexy accent...
whisper to me....remember....just barely touching each other....wow....
Mr. Hunky: bad girl - I remember
Me: ha ha hah....
Mr. Hunky: I am at work and I have to try to stand up straight and go to a meeting with a massive hard on - I keep thinking about you
Me: do you remember what I feel like? taste like?
Mr. Hunky:. I remember your knees raised and tasting you.....remember your nipples in my mouth, remember grabbing your from behind and cupping your breasts.
You can probably picture how hard my cock is and feeling it pressing against you from behind and feeling it between your cheeks as you feel the head start to slid down the back of your ass to the edge of your pussy and then starting to slip in
Me: yes.....I wish I could be right there with you...
I will take care of your hard on.......yummy
Mr. Hunky: I remember how you looked with me in your mouth, how you held my cock getting it harder as you started to suck it ....hmmm i want to talk so naughty to you
Me: yum yum yum....we need a phone date....
Mr. Hunky: like last time?
Me: YES....that was incredible....Have a nice meeting with your beautiful hard cock…thinking of me....Kisses Baby...

Sneak Preview - My TDH Men...

This is for your benefit as well as mine...so I don't leave off one juicy detail of the beautiful cocks that are showing me my way....Here's a the TDH's who are showing me the way!

Mr. Hunky - My First "Lust" He set the standard for all that cum after him...
Sir Domination - My orientation into being a good little submissive slut!
Mr. Never Again - Not my type at all....I tried too!
Mr. Sweetness - Horny as hell.....Sex Drive To Match Mine....and I can take it!
Mr. Almost Perfect - He is soooo Hot...OMG Our bodies were made for each other...
Beautiful Boy - Hot, Young, Knows What He Wants and How To Get It...

My Awakening...

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